Sudden Disappointment

For two nights I think? yeah, I made up the decision to talk to him. Just contemplating on what to tell him, on why would I say THANK YOU, on why would I say SORRY. Yeah, for two nights I've been sleeping late thinking about those stuffs, but it was okay, hoping that I can do it on that day.

And then Feb. 13,2014 came! HAHAHA! I'm pretty nervous yeah! This SHOULD be the VERY FIRST TIME FOR ME TO DO IT! But sad to say, I think he don't wanna listen?! HAHAHA! 

Eff! I felt I just  wasted those sleepless nights? After giving the gift, I should start the convo but he ended up laughing and shocked, well to some point I can still accept that, but all I wanted to do was to tell some sort of things about those gifts, but he don't wanna listen? I think? I just want him to LISTEN! yeah! JUST LISTEN! but , hay :/

Is that really difficult to do?! I just don't wanna write a letter coz for me it was  better to say things like that in person. 

Yeah right! I'm really disappointed.