I'm Facing it Now

I just wanted to know one thing, Am I that cold? Am I that sensitive? am I that fragile?

I'm really puzzled, I'm really worried and I'm really disturb. A lot of things changed, yeah I still smile like before, I still laugh like before, but damn it, I DON'T FEEL those enjoyment like before. All I wanted to do now is to end all my connections to him coz he's really making me wanna go insane.

Like! Seriously! I've been observing him for about a week and I still don't get it! DO I LOOK LIKE I'm FRAGILE?! CAN HE READ MY EMOTIONS?! Effin eff is that! I'm masked with my poker face and UNDETERMINED FEELINGS HOW CAN HE IMMEDIATELY SAY THAT I'm MAD even if I'm not! I JUST DON'T LIKE IT! He deals with me as if I'm something fragile that if he commits a mistake or if he thinks it's offensive he takes it back DARN IT ! I'm not comfortable in that way that he deals with me. I'm trying to be CASUAL! I'm dealing with him the normal way but he's as if ignoring me or something? And sometimes he even makes me wanna remember things I wanna forget! can He JUST STOP! CAN HE JUST EFFIN EFFF STOP EVERYTHING! I DON'T WANT HIM ANYMORE! He's as if saying that! "Hey dude, I can clearly read your emotions!" TO BE HONEST I'm disappointed! HAHAHAHA! eeff he doesn't know me well :/ If he's just being careful Eff! I Just wanted to let him know that HE SHOULD STOP IT! I want honest people! If he wanna joke around with me let him do it naturally ! I don't wanna feel as if there's a limitation or something! T.T I'm still affected T.T

THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT!

OR I'm the one who's too overboard in the situation?

I just wanted to talk to him even it's our last talking :D I just wanted to know everything. But it seems like he doesn't want to. I just don't wanna end everything like this. Can I just tell him to treat me like a stranger or something and forget everything that had happened before! I'm not used to this kind of treatment


P.S.

If he finds me as a girl with ATTITUDE can he just tell me straightforward.