All I need is to admit it.

The day I thought I'll experience an unstoppable bad luck. 

Gosh! Well technically yesterday(02-13-15) we had celebrated our Schools Annual celebration of SportsFest. I thought that whole event would just be like the same old times when I had attended it before, but seriously it's a BIG NO NO.

Well, Thanks to my ever supportive friends for asking my Kuya Inspiration to have a picture with me, and just the way I always end up going with the flow :D 

Pero actually ang SHOCKING scenario lang naman dun is ung NGITI ni Kuya Inspiration! 

Gosh! Little did he know na before, I prayed sana once makapicture ko siya yung dalawa lang kami tas ung smile nya ngay ket dapat malaki din tas EYE SMILE :D ! Yung mga tipong ganun. Avid Admirer kasi nya ako, kaya halos lahat ng tagged pics nya nakikita ko, eh ang gwapo talaga nya pag ngumingiti sya tas kasama ung eyes nangingiti tas basta yung ang aliwalas ng face.

Pero kahapon NAWISH granted ata yung wish ko dati pa. :) 

After nila kami kunan ng pic, I didn't dare look at it, dahil ang alam ko pilit lang ngiti nya, pero tong mga friends ko ,they were like "ANG CUTE NIYO NI KUYA." "Bagay na bagay kayo sa pic." and the like, though inaasahan kong ang pangit ng kuha namin! 

Pagkauwi ko tinignan ko agad ung asa camera para makita ung pic namin and I was like OH MY GEE! ang gwapo ng ngiti ni kuya! Huhuhuh! kaiyak ung dinadasal ko dati! nangyari na :D

I was actually about to forget na nageexist sya kasi nga graduating, hnd ko na sya makikita and the like, sasanayin ko na sarili ko kako pero wala eh.

Ilang attempts na ba? isang tingin ko lng sa mata nya! bumabalik ung dating attraction ko sa kanya.

Naalala ko tuloy yung nabasa ko "Fall in love in the eyes because it never gets old." Parang ganun, actually makita ko lng  ung mata nya, I constantly remember everything back. Those feelings. I know tinatago ko lng yung mga yun eh. Ilang attempts ba? ILANG AKALA NA BA?

Akala ko si kuya Footsal player na yung bagong inspiration ko pero at the end of 2k14 bumalik pa rin ako kay Kuya BSA 4, ngayon akala ko si CM na! kasi nga un, nagustuhan ko lang ata yung way ng pagaccept nya sa admirer nya kaya ko nasabing gusto ko siya kasi just the mere existence of kuya BSA 4 I felt complete.

Ngayon ko narealize at ngayon ko iaadmit, I never really did forget about him, I never even tried, I just THOUGHT I HAD FORGOTTEN him but reality is he's still who I like, who I want and who I dream. 

FINALS na and I'll dedicate this all to you :) 

It's never too late to go back to where you started. 

marjarian