#19Facts for my oh so near 19th yr.

One of the most exciting day of a girls life would always be her BIRTHDAY.

Actually para sa akin most special day ko yun. Kasi naman tuwing birthday ko sikat ako :D HAHAHAHA, nafloflood ang FB wall ko and everything. Well aside from that, feel ko every birthday ko nareregain ko ang 1 year energy ko hahaha. Every birthday ko feeling ko new beginning, and I love the feeling <3 <3.

Well, dahil sa birthday ang topic, magsisimula na ako, March is fast approaching and it only means malapit na ang birthmonth ko, which is scheduled on its 10th day :) Well, to tell you yun ung reason ng daily 19Facts ko since Feb.19, Nagcocountdown na kasi ako para sa birthday ko and I want it to be something na hnd nila napapansin :D .

Actually, may isang birthday wish lang naman akong gustong mangyari. :D 

Para sa akin ang birthday wish iba un sa ibang WISHES ko kasi once in a year lng ang birthday wish kaya I'm saving it for something. And this year, gusto kong mag-wish ng something HAHAHA.

Actually last year ko pa yun pinagiisipan. March kasi grad ng higher years and same month din un sa mismong birthday ko and here it is. Ang bonggang birthday wish ko, simple lang naman.

Yun yung secret. JOKE.

Wish ko lang namang sanang "Mas makilala pa siya ng sobra."

:D  

Another Day to Remember

"You and your smile, I just can't take them out of my head."

Well, normal ng napapadaan si Kuya sa room every MAS ,pero ngayong araw ata ang hindi normal sa pagdaan niyang yun XD Wanna know why? well, akala ko hanggang picture ko na lang makikita yung ngiting yun eh, pero kanina nung lumingon siya sa room! Gosh! yung puso ko isinama na ata niya, makalaglag puso ung ngiti niya eh not to mention how cute he was in his corpo attire. <3 <3


Well akala ko hanggang dun ko na lang siya makikita ng ganun! BUT NO.NO.NO.

Kamusta naman daw yung sa library na napaatras nanaman ako! hahaha magTATAGO pa nga ako eh! pero pagtingin ko sa gawi niya! BOOM GOSH MARIANE! ang galing mo, nakatingin siya sa amin ang ingay kasi nung kausap ko pero ayun uli oh! ANG GWAPO niya ang ganda pa ng ngiti ahahaha!


ANU DAW?!
WHAT?


wala lang! HAHAHA

Another liter of tears.

"I should have known that the moment I looked into your eyes
I'll be trapped and jailed forever even if I cry a liter of tears."

I constantly tell them I'm afraid to look into your eyes because I can see something deep, but the truth is I fall deeper every time I look at it.
I've been wondering why? Why do you have that kind of eyes which makes me wanna have you. Which makes me wanna take care of you.
I've seen it since the very first time I saw you. I dared to stare at it, every time we bump into each other I always look at it.

I'm always looking at it. I've got addicted to it. To the extent that I badly wanna see it everyday.

But like what I've said I'm afraid of looking at it cause every time I look I fall deeper and I'm afraid you can't oh scratch that, YOU MIGHT NOT even catch me :)

All I need is to admit it.

The day I thought I'll experience an unstoppable bad luck. 

Gosh! Well technically yesterday(02-13-15) we had celebrated our Schools Annual celebration of SportsFest. I thought that whole event would just be like the same old times when I had attended it before, but seriously it's a BIG NO NO.

Well, Thanks to my ever supportive friends for asking my Kuya Inspiration to have a picture with me, and just the way I always end up going with the flow :D 

Pero actually ang SHOCKING scenario lang naman dun is ung NGITI ni Kuya Inspiration! 

Gosh! Little did he know na before, I prayed sana once makapicture ko siya yung dalawa lang kami tas ung smile nya ngay ket dapat malaki din tas EYE SMILE :D ! Yung mga tipong ganun. Avid Admirer kasi nya ako, kaya halos lahat ng tagged pics nya nakikita ko, eh ang gwapo talaga nya pag ngumingiti sya tas kasama ung eyes nangingiti tas basta yung ang aliwalas ng face.

Pero kahapon NAWISH granted ata yung wish ko dati pa. :) 

After nila kami kunan ng pic, I didn't dare look at it, dahil ang alam ko pilit lang ngiti nya, pero tong mga friends ko ,they were like "ANG CUTE NIYO NI KUYA." "Bagay na bagay kayo sa pic." and the like, though inaasahan kong ang pangit ng kuha namin! 

Pagkauwi ko tinignan ko agad ung asa camera para makita ung pic namin and I was like OH MY GEE! ang gwapo ng ngiti ni kuya! Huhuhuh! kaiyak ung dinadasal ko dati! nangyari na :D

I was actually about to forget na nageexist sya kasi nga graduating, hnd ko na sya makikita and the like, sasanayin ko na sarili ko kako pero wala eh.

Ilang attempts na ba? isang tingin ko lng sa mata nya! bumabalik ung dating attraction ko sa kanya.

Naalala ko tuloy yung nabasa ko "Fall in love in the eyes because it never gets old." Parang ganun, actually makita ko lng  ung mata nya, I constantly remember everything back. Those feelings. I know tinatago ko lng yung mga yun eh. Ilang attempts ba? ILANG AKALA NA BA?

Akala ko si kuya Footsal player na yung bagong inspiration ko pero at the end of 2k14 bumalik pa rin ako kay Kuya BSA 4, ngayon akala ko si CM na! kasi nga un, nagustuhan ko lang ata yung way ng pagaccept nya sa admirer nya kaya ko nasabing gusto ko siya kasi just the mere existence of kuya BSA 4 I felt complete.

Ngayon ko narealize at ngayon ko iaadmit, I never really did forget about him, I never even tried, I just THOUGHT I HAD FORGOTTEN him but reality is he's still who I like, who I want and who I dream. 

FINALS na and I'll dedicate this all to you :) 

It's never too late to go back to where you started. 

marjarian