Confused

Actually, I was planning on doing a confession, but some circumstances was telling me not to continue it and some says you have to.


This had been out of control recently, I'm not expecting anything to happen though, I keep on asking God for signs and his giving me signs which leads me to a deep thinking.


Thursday night (8/14/14), I really did cry, I cry everything out, that's the night that I had accepted the fact that he will never like me, that's the night I told my self not to think of him again, that's the night I told God I'll stop this fantasy!

But some circumstances and surprises had come along the way, Saturday that week, I was setup to meet him on KFC, and like me he has no IDEA, My initial reaction was that, why on Earth they'll do this to us? That same day I was able to get his number but I didn't dare text him :( Why should I in the first place? "WHO AM I" should I say?


Yet, it was the happiest day of my LIFE! I've been on cloud nine for a week for the first time I was able to talk to him <3 <3

and that's one thing I really wanted to do :D