Confused

Actually, I was planning on doing a confession, but some circumstances was telling me not to continue it and some says you have to.


This had been out of control recently, I'm not expecting anything to happen though, I keep on asking God for signs and his giving me signs which leads me to a deep thinking.


Thursday night (8/14/14), I really did cry, I cry everything out, that's the night that I had accepted the fact that he will never like me, that's the night I told my self not to think of him again, that's the night I told God I'll stop this fantasy!

But some circumstances and surprises had come along the way, Saturday that week, I was setup to meet him on KFC, and like me he has no IDEA, My initial reaction was that, why on Earth they'll do this to us? That same day I was able to get his number but I didn't dare text him :( Why should I in the first place? "WHO AM I" should I say?


Yet, it was the happiest day of my LIFE! I've been on cloud nine for a week for the first time I was able to talk to him <3 <3

and that's one thing I really wanted to do :D

CHAPERON

Akala ko Chaperon lang ang role ko  NASETUP na pala ako! Kaya pla ganun ung mga text!

Pagkadating ko sa KFC gusto ko na tlgang lumayas! NAMAN YAN! I-SET UP DAW BA NILA AKO! WALA AKONG ALAM GRABE!

NAKAKAIYAK NGAY! nagayos sana ako ! HAHAHA


Muntanga lng talaga! HAHAHAHA

Yung gusto ko ng tapusin ung pagkagusto ko pero.

This past few weeks nasabi ko sa sarili ko, I should stop na this kahibangan ko sa pagkagusto kay Kuya! Masyado na ata akong obsess na na addict sa kanya. Akala ko nga mawawla na ung pagkaCrush ko kasi umeeksena ulit si kuyang crush ko noon pero hindi eh, when I'm already at that point na gusto ko ng sabihin sa kanila na hindi ko na siya crush, na ititigil ko na, saka naman niya ginawa ung isang sign! TT.TT

Hindi naman sa nagaassume ako pero kasi, TT.TT Sinayaw niya ung favorite KPOP SONG KO. Sabi ko kasi dati, pag may lalaking sumayaw ng "Sorry, Sorry" tapos kakilala ko, magpapkaloyal na ko! Na siya na muna ! HAHAHA PUTEK sinayaw niya eh! Ang akin lng, nung nasa part na ko na magLet go! na hindi na muna crush crush, na wala na munang ganun, na hahanap na lng ako ng bago! PERO WALA EH!

Kaya pala kahit katweet ko si EX crush nasabi ko pa na "parang nagtataksil ako kay Kuya R."

WAAH! everyday kong tinatanung sa sarili ko, nabasa kaya ni Kuya ung confession ko sa may freedom wall? TT.TT

Pero mukhang hindi ata? HAHAHA.

Sa lahat ng naging crush ko siya lng ung ganto ako mageffort TT.TT Di ko alam kung bakit?

Siguro nakakafrustrate kasi dati hindi ako ganto, ung ako lng may alam dati eh ngayo npati siya alam niyang crush ko siya.


Tas nagkalakas ng loob nanaman akong magconfess sa may TLFCS HAHA!

Nagconfess ulit ako dun. <3 nilike naman niya <3 <3 Pero seryoso ung confession ko dito! As in! Nakakainlove talaga si Kuya, kung pwedeng tatakan ko na siya ng PROPERTY ko to ginawa ko na eh1 HHAHAHA! Andami ko dn palang karibal! HAHAHA! akala ko ako lng nakapansin kay Kuya eh! MADAMI PALA TALAGA!

HAHAHA! tas pala kahapon, hindi ko naman alam na sasakay kami sa jeep, nung nakita ko siya ngay sa jeep, di na dapat ako sasakay! Dapat magtratrike na ako, pero wala eh mapilit sila.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! SHET GRABE! WALA LNG! ang saya ko lng! <3


KUYA BSA4 :D