First thought, It's not really my idea. Like seriously I don't really wanna have a grand celebration in the first place, kaya nga andami kong pinapalitan!
Ayaw kong magGown It's too mainstream! Gusto ko comfortable dapat ung guest ko sa party, kaya semi-formal pero with the intention na KPOP themed.
Really, ayaw ko ng party's', just socializing T.T nawawala kasi ung essence ng Celebration. Sana lng maayos tong birthday ko.
Hindi ko naman tinatago na I almost hated my birthday! T.T Kasi nga special day ko un pero ilang besses na ba akong na disappoint sa mismong araw na un. I somewhat gained a trauma.
Hindi ko man sinabi na magcecelbrate ako but my father insisted na magcelebrate ako. Sige, pumayag na lng ako. Pero sabi k osa 8 kasi March 8 is one of the most important date sa family namin, un dn kasi ung Wedding Anniversary ng parents ko tas un din ung day na birthday ng Kuya ko sa heaven. I just don't wanna have a reason to hate it anymore. Natatakot akong magbirthday sa totoo lang. Pagod na kong umiyak. Pagod na kong magisip. I just wanted to have the most special day of my lfe to be almost perfect. There's no fun pag Perfect eh.
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