A year Ago

January 28, 2013

     I know, you can't barely remember what on earth is that something special on that date. Well, I guess, it's only me who knows. Yeah, 1 year ago, even though I don't wanted to send you a text message because I'm still too shy to approach you, thinking that we're not even friends and we didn't even talked to each other, I've got the courage to do so, just for the sake of our presentation. Didn't realizing that it would also be the start of history. 

     I'm really disappointed when I got my laptop's file corrupt, you know why? coz I have kept our conversations, oh scratch that, our late night conversations. The only way we've been friends was through the medium of text messaging. At first I really thought that it would only start a friendship. But too much for my surprise it had opened a door which has the ability to break the barrier I have established in me. 

     Really, talking to you in person, when I known I'm that playful in text was really awkward, I really don't know how to handle someone like you. You know what it has been a year ever since that door has been opened, and you really didn't fail to amaze me. I really can't figure out how amazing were you. I really can't read you. Unlike the other boys I deal with you're one heck of MYSTERY.

     Having my curiosity and interest being drawn into you on the start of my college years, I really didn't expect that it has been a year. I'm still amazed to my self that despite the fact that I know, I've got feelings for you,I can still talk to you like nothing did really happen.

     Hey Mr. You've got my mind! oh scratch that! You've got my heart! And still, I'm confused. I'm really that someone who hates people who leads me on and then they'll just leave me hanging. I'm not a laundry clothes in the first place.

     Wah! I really hate this feeling! You've turned me on! You've got an A on my check list. I really didn't expect that someone like you is really that sweet. At first, I was like, oh yeah, he must be like the other guy friends of mine.  But as time passed by, I have come to say, You're someone different from them. I can't read nor predict you. All my jokes, you seriously take it. All my comments and stuffs. I just don't know Why on earth would you take an effort?! We're not even that close before. We didn't even established a close friendship, when we've got there.

     Rationalizing everything that had happened, I had come to find out that it all started with curiosity and interest and it all ended up on a falling game. </3

Enough for this revelations! I'll be back soon!  With my true to life story titled: Good Bye Summer.

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